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Chosing what to stop and the power of choices.

 There were sucha good moments today at class. First of all there were this handsome guy trying skating backforward. I was staring at him because he was trying a big effort to get it and somehow he could make it. Maybe I embarrased him by looking at him, but actually I was just thinking and how far I am for doing nothing similar to that. I was the first and I loved that. Then Julia saw me sitting under the lightstreet where we leave our stuff during the class. She approached and I almost melt when I realized her kindness. Generosity and kindness are so top for me. It takes a while to learn what are the things that turn you on. I want to say that I know a lot about being rough manners and certain kind of microviolence. It took me a while realize that arre people who drives in other terms. And then I had to find the words. Because I never thought that I had to name that. But actually I have to find the words to refer my experience to them. Antonio show us his carnet from when he join...
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Giving myself the time means slow down

I'm exhausted. Today it was a tough class. We were learning speed techniques. Juan wrote us early this morning to take with us skate wheels. It was a preliminary that the class was going to be cool. We workout hard on our legs.   We warmed up almost fifteen minutes until everybody was ready. I'm starting loving that. But I'm slow and feel insecure. Rolling is one of the things that scare me the most an definitively one of the things I now feel I could accomplish. Besides this feeling there were a very difficult exercise. I had to take some speed , rolling , and then leave my right leg behind and the roll with just one wheel. It was really nice to see it in Juan and others. But I was really frustrated for me. It seems that I do these three phases at the same time. So what I've noticed today is that I don't give time to myself . I feel like I still have to be the faster in the class.  I used to believe that was something good. because the faster are usually rewarded. ...
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Making it easy

 Sure, I was late. After the testing class, today it was my first . I had to pay the rest of the month, with cash but i didn't have the money. My plan was going to the nearest ATM. When I get there I just realized my card wasn't with be. I changed my purse for a more comfortable one. That was a crucial moment. This is it what this blog is about. About overcome my fears and my negatives to myself. Yes are not only about the ones that you take but also about those you give yourself. I am not a native English speaker so you will find grammar mistakes that I don't want to hide. It is not that I don't want to do it well. It's juts that I don't want to hide my mistakes. Because I need to believe that I'm worthy with them too. I had to come back home . How I could being there without paying. I was also stressed because last time I was late more than 15 minutes and we were recommended to be there 15 minutes before the class start. I was really anxious and worry and ...
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