What I learnt learning to skate

I'm exhausted. Today it was a tough class. We were learning speed techniques. Juan wrote us early this morning to take with us skate wheels. It was a preliminary that the class was going to be cool. We workout hard on our legs.   We warmed up almost fifteen minutes until everybody was ready. I'm starting loving that. But I'm slow and feel insecure. Rolling is one of the things that scare me the most an definitively one of the things I now feel I could accomplish. Besides this feeling there were a very difficult exercise. I had to take some speed , rolling , and then leave my right leg behind and the roll with just one wheel. It was really nice to see it in Juan and others. But I was really frustrated for me. It seems that I do these three phases at the same time. So what I've noticed today is that I don't give time to myself . I feel like I still have to be the faster in the class.  I used to believe that was something good. because the faster are usually rewarded. ...

 Sure, I was late. After the testing class, today it was my first . I had to pay the rest of the month, with cash but i didn't have the money. My plan was going to the nearest ATM. When I get there I just realized my card wasn't with be. I changed my purse for a more comfortable one. That was a crucial moment. This is it what this blog is about. About overcome my fears and my negatives to myself. Yes are not only about the ones that you take but also about those you give yourself. I am not a native English speaker so you will find grammar mistakes that I don't want to hide. It is not that I don't want to do it well. It's juts that I don't want to hide my mistakes. Because I need to believe that I'm worthy with them too. I had to come back home . How I could being there without paying. I was also stressed because last time I was late more than 15 minutes and we were recommended to be there 15 minutes before the class start. I was really anxious and worry and ...